Sometimes I'm serious.
I believe I should experiment more until I have the life I want. As long as there is suffering, pain, and death, I don't think I'll ever have the life I want. Since I remain uncertain about these major problems and many others, I should keep experimenting until I have a better life and can help others lead better lives. I believe that I fall short of my noble goals at times. I believe all people do. How do we reconcile our goals to survive, thrive, and enjoy life with the inevitable suffering and death we all have to face? I don't think anyone has the one perfection solution. People who matter in life and continue to matter after they're dead are the ones who are running interesting, successful, or unique experiments. Perhaps I need to experiment more and encourage others to do so too?